September 2, 2026
This is post 1.5. Its currently 1:56 am, I am just getting over a cold that had me moving slowly with body aches Monday and stuffed up in the head tuesday. But now it is Wednesday morning and I am feeling WIRED. I'm wide awake and was just reading Kitchen confidential which has me inspired. I opened my laptop to say that basically what I want out of this blog is essnetially a diary. I want a place to track my thoughts on music, books, what I am curious in at the moment and what I am trying to learn. A blog/website is a weird place to do that. WHy? Because anyone can read it! But for some reason that feels right? I guess because this feels like the best way for me to organize my thoughts. On real paper when I write it usually has no organziation. At work I keep notes in a note pad and every page starts witha topic but quickly just becomes a place for me to write down exactly what I am thinking of in that moment only ever to look back on later that day and mayyyyyybe the next day if I added bullet points or something. It helps me to remeber things when I write them down and even though my current chicken scratch method is definitely not oraganzied adn efficient, it somehow works. I could definitely make it better and it may help me in the long term if it was more organzied. Which is what has led me here to writing my thoughts in this website format. I feel like there is endless creativiity and no bounds for organzing like a notebook diary would have(atleast for myself.) So now we are here and I will be working on this blog/online diary. Maybe I will reach a point where I realize I actually don't want other people to be able to read my thoughts and opinions and at that point I can turn off the domain. Yada Yada the internet is forever maybe someone will download the contents of every page. And if you do, you're weird, in a bad way. Becuase one of my next topics I want to talk about being weird, in a good way. Mason